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posted : Wednesday, 28 December 2011
title : 29th December 2011
My very first post for this blog.
Life isn't that easy as how we see and judge it by someone's appearance. We use to admire someone's life by just a look through their appearance without knowing how many shits they have been through before. We as humans are living in a world without justice and our life is always unfair. This is why people says, NO ONE IS PERFECT. This is so true. Loving someone is like growing up to be mature who knows how to protect and appreciate the one we love. Their hearts are fragile and we are responsible to make sure their hearts will never be broken. To live on, there are a lot more shits which are called as challenges from God that we have got to face and handle. Sometimes, there are people who are really strong. Who can even keeps all the pain silently and suffer all alone without telling anyone. Perhaps, in a positive way of thinking, the person might be doing this for the sake of someone he/she loves. Sacrificing for the one we love are always something that's worth to be do as long as we can see them smiling and living on happily. Come over and pay a visit to my life. I'd like to talk about today. Today was the most unpredictable day with unexpected cases happening and from what I observed, a friend of mine, guess he is having a hard time there. Try to think about it, breaking up on your anniversary? It's never a good idea. Being forced to break up by parents? Well, this will only leave a deep scar on the both parties. I can see my friend is making an effort to go after her again and he told me that he might broke other promises, but he will never break the promise which he told her that he will always be there for her no matter what ; not now, not ever. But this couldn't be blame only on the parents because from what he told me, the girl is now getting closer to the other guy. This is always the worst situation that guys hated the most. As I can feel how he actually feels because I have been through this before. May God bless you in getting back with her. Support will always be there for you and I feel how you feels. You would like to know bout mine, I tell you. When I trust someone, I will trust them fully. Never less, never more than what it's set as fully. I remember once when I broke up with my current girlfriend, I actually waited for her text messages every single second, every single minute, every single hour and every single day. But was she waiting for mine at that time, I don't know. She said she is, but how am I supposed to trust when she's actually close with another guy and chatting happily there? Few messages on your phone left with his messages, wondering why are you still keeping it. If I would have asked you, you would probably be answering me that you're lazy to delete or maybe with some lame answers? I can tell myself that I really hate myself for becoming a failure in putting the word trust on my own girlfriend. She asked me many times, how will you only trust me? what you want me to do to prove it to you? I need you to do nothing. The only thing you do is to think before you act and never think after you act. Life goes on with fear and the feeling of insecure. |
